
- Whispers of Solitude: Book 151 by Grand
Master Sheng-yen Lu
- Translated, edited, proofread by Lotus
Cheng of www.tb-translation.org
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Chapter 8 - Threading a Needle
One day, in my secluded home, I discovered a button had fallen
off from my lama outfit. Fortunately the button was still around.
I also found out that the stitches on my pants had loosened and
one of the trouser legs was longer than the other. I needed to sew
the button using needle and thread, not forgetting to sew the trouser
legs as well. A sewing machine would do a better job than needle
and thread when it comes to sewing pants.
I know sewing. I was independent even at a young age, and I had
learned to use an old sewing machine. In my youth, I also learned
to use needle and thread as well as a pair of scissors to sew back
my loose button. During my military school days and spending a good
fourteen years with the military, I had to do everything by myself.
Now that I live as a solitary old man, I merely revise what I had
learned and done in the past.
Within the confinement of my hut you shall find no sewing machine.
So I had to buy some needles and thread to sew my button and pants.
It then dawn on me that I could no longer discern the tiny eye
of the needle. This posed quite a problem as the needle eye was
simply too small. I strained to see the needle's eye and it was
just a blur. No matter how hard I tried to stitch the thread through
the needle's eye it simply sliced around it.
I was sweating profusely; my body boiling. Yet, my many attempts
to thread the needle remained futile. Then it hit me. My sight was
failing. A tiny thread wavered in my hand and I simply could not
find the bull eye as everything seemed like a blur. Now what?
If I had someone helping me that would certainly be a welcoming
news. But it is impossible. I live in reclusion all by myself and
I have to attend to everything by my own effort. I can no longer
rely on others.
Then, I bought myself a pair of magnifying glass.
Hooray! I finally got the thread through the needle's eye. I first
tied a knot and then began my sewing, one stitch at a time.
When I was young, my mum taught me this:
- How you can tie a knot as close to the cloth as possible.
- How many times you should turn before your knot is firm.
- How to bite off the thread with your teeth.
I laugh thinking about all these things. My teeth simply have no
strength to bite off the thread. All I need is a pair of scissors
to cut the thread. If I have to bite with my teeth I might cause
my gum to bleed!
I did a good job sewing my button. But the workmanship on the pants
was much poorer in comparison. This is due to the fact that sewing
a pair of pants requires finer workmanship and every stitch must
be tight and properly aligned. Due to my eyesight, I had to settle
with a poorer stitch and I was not satisfied at all. Despite that,
it was still bearable.
I remembered saying this to my students, "To accomplish every
small thing is accomplishing a big thing."
Now I am putting my heart and soul to accomplishing every small
thing and they are about the most trivial things you can imagine.
Here's a verse:
In everything you do
And at all times you live
Your cultivation weaves
With every stitch and thread.
Thus your attention is focussed.
Your heart unwavering.
The Buddha Amitabha and I
Shall appear before thee.
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